November 2010
29 posts
Provoked
awesomehot:
DON’T!
…because I would love to fall into that feeling again.
HAHAHA! I love you kaibigan :)
- lalalaaaab kaibegs. stating d obvious raman ng ako. :)
CHEDEDENG-DENG-DENG-DEEEEEEEENG!
Because boredom is starting to kick in. I’m always caught up with IS and other nursing stuff that I forgot to do what I like the most: overthink. :) I miss having all the time of my life to just think. From the most random to the most insignificant whatnots. I miss staring at my ceiling and switch sides on my bed, like left, right, up and about. Now, as soon as I lay my back on my bed, I...
FALSE ASSUMPTION.
ma'am L: miss jaralve?
me: ma'am?
ma'am L: what is false assumption?
me: aahm.. you assume something that is... not true?
way to go self! -.-
JUDGMENTAL MODE.
Haaay naku. I’m on silent mode because I don’t want to step on anybody’s toes. But, my point is: ka-ila mo’g hugas kamay?
GRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Ka-Y*WA basad anang 8am nga klase. 1pm was announced not until 6:30am this morning, so what the hell is she thinking? I woke up at 8:10am and I live 100light years away from school (okay, OA, 1hr lang). I still have to take a bath, I wouldn’t want to go to school looking like a zombie from a good night sleep. PISTI. Suko ko hab. KAAYO! Unsa ko darna? Tulon bato, lupad dayon? DILI jud...
SHUT THE FUCK UP
Experience is not about being in a relationship alone. That’s just one of the gazillion possibilities. So hilom lui, kai dili tah close. Ngalan rah imong nailhan sa amo.
11.24.10
Because ‘teen’ is not in my age spelling anymore, I’m in the mood for some issue scrutinizing and figuring things out. And when I say issue, it really is a capital I, S, S, U, E. Meaning, they’ve been a constant by-standers in my brain neurons for quite some time now. Sorry to say but I’m not allowing free-rents to waste-of-time-issues anymore. So after this...
TOMORROW, TOMORROW.
tomorrow is IS meeting.
tomorrow is RESEARCH meeting.
tomorrow is MINE.
PRETENSES
A smile really is the most overused mask. But seeing it worn by a friend crashed my heart on the spot. i tried to tag along and understand your way of letting go and moving forward. because if that’s what keeps you afloat, then so be it. but please do promise me one thing, you’ll get through this no matter what. and that will be more than enough for me.
EINSTEIN MOMENT 2
07:50pm:
naa ko sa ketkai. so, nag text ko nila mama nga sa dunkin ketkai mi kita.
meanwhile, sila mama naa sa robinsons and nag text sila nga magkita mi sa mandarin robinsons.
kai buotan man ko na anak, ning-adto ko ug robinsons.
ug hananawi ko bah nga buotan man pud diay sila nga parents, ning adto pud sila ug ketkai.
nag close dayon ang gate in between sa robinsons ug ketkai.
*so much...
EINSTEIN MOMENT 1
mother, father, brother, sister, daughter, son. kabantay ka, OP ang son noh? li xa ER.
BUGOKA NIMO LUI OI.
I could have said I understand, or that I AM HERE. I’m more than willing to listen, whether over soft or hard drinks — completely your choice. I badly wanted to say that I am your FRIEND. After all, we are your 11, right? And you are our 1. You are our yancy. Our gunner. Our organizer. Our friend…
I’m mad at you because you robbed us the chance to be a friend to you. I...
DALAGA NAH KO (-.-)
Abi man gud nako’g mag nganga rah ko karon nah year. Bisag karon lang na year bah. Attend2 lecture, take quiz, mangapi ginagmay. Anah lang. Hala kai, karon man diay nga year mag start ug duty! Next yr nalang beeeeh. Pleyas? AAAND. 1st group man gud ko gud sa IS. Ug karon pud nah schiyah nga year. Pisti. Aha man nako ibutang akong tanga anih? pssssh.
Wala lang. Late reaksyon.
*Can’t...
BOOGS. KAIBEGS. POWER RANGERS. ORCHID. 1,000,000....
Even at my worst I’m best with them. Even my corniest jokes makes them laugh. I love how perfectly happy I can be while being my usual imperfect self. We’ve been through a lot of fights, arguments and misunderstandings but we managed to pass those things. I love how we can be silent at times and still understand each other’s thoughts, then joke around and be happy the next. I...
the keeper
We’re all busy fighting our individual demons right now. But I’m sure the thing that brought us altogether would do what it does best, bring us back together for the nth time. For another shot of laughter, tears, love, craziness, and another chance to strengthen our bond with unintentional disputes and arguments and well-deserved and well-meant love, pampering and commitment.
We’re a crazy...
SAKTO NAH LAGI KA.
Though it certainly is old news, the thing is, I was and still badly hurt. I have no intention to stalk or whatsoever. But what to do? I stumbled upon it. It’s not like I can just close my eyes and click that back button when I know for a fact that that was for me. No this is not about viewing-your-ka MU’s-profile-and-finding-out-he’s-ditching-you-for-another-girl kind of thing....
The mane idea. :D
Reaction in the mirror: HALA! HALA! akong hair ningkulot! :D
*Duh jane* (-_-)
Guard ug waiter sa dunkin ga-small talk sa CR.
W: oi, absent ka gahapon.
G: lagih. absent ko.
W: o. wala ka.
G: o kai absent man ko gahapon.
Laslas mo oi. (-_-)
Add a text post. ^___^
There are things that we try to expect. Trying to imagine how will it feel like, hoping against hope that it will somehow cushion the blow. And the actual thing turns anything but. Frustrating, isn’t it? Heck, twasn’t even news. It’s something surer than the sun rising on the east, but wtf, it stung nonetheless.
Things have to end. And who’s to blame if one wants to end it well and good? No...
“So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know...”
– Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
LAST.
Will be spending my last semester with my best friend. :DD
HA! Bulabog days are yet to come. But of course, planning and setting up goals for our last semester is a must-do for best friends stuck in the same block. Haha. So here goes:
a.) Change sport. Haha. No more games, maayo nah kaayo mi… ma-pildi. Pisti. Haha. Pero happy mi oi. Walai bitter. WAAAAAALA!
b.) I, jane neri jaralve, of legal...
SORRY
My pride’s consuming me whole. I got consumed with my irrational demands. I went overboard. I’m clearly at fault here. Throwing a fit right there and then without consideration is so childish of me. I’m sorry.
In time, I’ll get my act together and sort things out. My apologies for being dragged into my mess.
Nonetheless, thank you for putting up with me. You will always...
October 2010
44 posts
DEAR R,
I admire you. You stood by her even if it meant kissing freedom goodbye. No, we’re not really friends. And if we run through history, I never really liked you. You were one of those maangas boys in the college. But you nevertheless proved my impressions wrong. You’re more than your physical angst. You have realized how a man should react in drastic life changes like this. I salute you....
