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I’ve been thinking if I should let my take on things out there or if I should just let it go. After all, I still had a hell of a good time even if things went sour between you and us. But on second thought, maybe I’ll give it a try — for being forthcoming’s sake, at least.
I admit I was a tad disappointed when I realized you weren’t there on the day I never thought you wouldn’t. What am I thinking in assuming I hold a bit of weight in your heart for you to sacrifice a night for me? You know what I’m saying? I mean, okay, fine, you just missed my special day. I’m not worthy of a night’s sacrifice. Big fcuking deal.
But to be honest, man, I didn’t thought, even for a second, that coming to my day was even an argument. I mean, I’ve always thought of it as something like a done deal. The damn thing isn’t suppose to be open for discussion. It’s suppose to be a go, no second thoughts, no anything. But hell, I made a big time mistake in thinking just that. I mean, okay, we’re already there, you have work, you’re tired, you’re sleepy and all… but fcuk it dude, who isn’t?
Be careful in getting caught up in things right now, ‘cause they may seem big and important today, but trust me, the pain of losing the the people who accepts you for who you are is far worse to take once these so-called important things are gone in thin air.
“Friends are the family you choose for yourself.”
“Friends never let you do stupid things alone.”
And my favorite from Jhabie: “Being with friends like these makes me wonder if ‘BAD’ friends really exist :)”
I could go on forever giving you overused friendship quotes that may somehow describe this precious (for the lack of a grander term) relationship I have with these weirdos. Yes, I’m heading corny-ville people! Fasten your seatbelt. Haha. But seriously though, I’ve formed great block groups throughout college but I’ve never had those groups that stick through after the semester. But these people right here are way different (both in a good and bad way but fcukyeah, I embrace it all) and as we always say, “Pugsanay nih among friendship”. Willingly forced that is.
You know that’s the thing with us, we’re always contradicting not to mention very different from each other that it has always been an unresolved riddle how we got together. It’s just poof! And we happened. :) And it has been one of the best poofs I’ve ever had in my entire life. I’m still 22 but I’m saying entire life so that’s how important these bastards are to me. I am just so thankful I I’ve met them. I must have been a saint in my past life or something. Or a cute loyal little puppy. :* That’s just kind of the same thing. Yeah? No? Not okay.
Haha. So anyways, yesterday we had our late Christmas party and these pictures are not even .001 of how really things go down in a Boogs’ get together but here they are anyway:
I hope you’ve already found or will soon find the best people in your life goise! Cos I certainly found mine. ☺
Needless or needful (English is an ever evolving language so please spare me the lecture, grammar Nazis. ㋡) to say, moi is never the one to receive the “best” present in exchange gifts. Gifts, I’m more of lucky in that area but in exchange gifts, no, never. I mean, you know what I mean? (Haha. See what I did there?) Gifts, like, birthday gifts, Graduation gifts, Rizal day gifts and whatnot I do receive awesome presents but never in exchange gifts. Haha. Like, when there’s draw lots involved, I always get, not worse, but maybe the lesser “thought-of” and ”not-me” gifts. But as they say, it’s the thought (no pun intended) that counts eh? So it’s all good.
Now, in our recently concluded Boogs’ exchange gifts for the Christmas, I’m kinda sorta not expecting much of my gift. I mean, not in a bad way. Like, I’m just more of concerned in putting a smile to my giftee’s face (CHAR) more than imagining a big smile on mine at the end of the day. Ya dig my friend? Haha. So, fast forward to the opening part, I was more of like paying attention to my giftee’s face more than opening my own present. So when I finally caught a little glimpse on what’s inside mine, I spazzed and almost want to cry right then and there. Haha! Sounds dramatic or corny or pakyunimowakoilabot but really, I was sooo surprised and shocked. I can’t even find that minute energy to take it out from its paper bag because I know too well waterworks is underway. It was just that amazeballs, awesomesaucegravysauce present! Haha. I just kept on mentioning my gifter’s (again, English is an evolving language but I’m having a feeling I’m ruining it already) name and it literally took me forever to take it out of its paper bag.
I mean, to those who personally know me, be the judge.
Kram, thank you so much dude. I mean, you’ve made me the happiest person on earth! Happier than anyone ever will be. Even happier than the person who discovered the cure for cancer! ….. No? Okay. Maybe he’ll be happier but he’s probably still a sperm right now, so yeah. Basta, salamat kaayo. :’)
Hi guuys! God, I missed this. This dash. This awesomesauce dash. Haven’t been able to update lately ‘cos work have been killing me these past few weeks and then ta-daan grandly took over my life. /loser
As a result my poor body is now begging for its rightful not to mention delayed share of rest. So here I am on a week-long sick leave from work. And loving every bit of it! Albeit a sick leave but still, a break is a break aryt? Right? No? Yes? Yes. Haha. The down side though is I’m on this offensively smelling and certainly not pleasant to the taste buds huge tablets that I have to swallow every three freaking times per day. Plus a low salt, low fat and get this, no caffeine diet! /die
So love your bodies guys! Eat healthy and get some good sound sleep! ♥♥♥
And at this point please excuse me while I drown in my long-abandoned movies and serieses (what’s the frigging plural for series?!? And no, I’m not gonna use the internet so answer me! Haha.) And most of all, rediscovering my love for John Green. I have missed you bud. ♥♥♥
So much for rest.
Bitch, don’t kill my vibe. ♫
That Rondo cray. ♥
Fair enough.
(Source: collegehumor)
This I’m-not-suppose-to-know thing that you’re about to do has confirmed my otherwise long held suspicion that what we have is nothing but superficial. It’s all bullshit man. What we have left is nothing but a fcuking band-aid we’ve put on in a vain attempt to salvage something that has long been dead in the first place.
So let’s just drop this goddamn charade once for all cos there’s seriously nothing left here anymore.